What you Say VS. How I feel

You ever just feel like whatever you say or do is wrong.  Like you're the still the kid that always gets ignored, the one that nobody likes.  You just wanna hide out with your thoughts so that nobody hears them.  Nobody can judge you and make you feel bad.  Trying to explain your thoughts makes everything worse cuz nobody understands like you understand yourself. You put on your bullet proof feelings vest to protect yourself against the venomous words being shot at you.