Reflection

2013 is a few hours away from being over. New year new me huh?! I turn 34 this year and the thoughts running rapid through my mind. What do I do where do I go? Is that next step looming over me like a storm cloud? One way to go is to stay the same, if it ain't broke, don't fix it right?! Or do I go the usual route, the familiar route? The route towards family towards creating a life, together. I wake up daily with these thoughts. Trying to stay true to myself but not knowing who I want to be. If I don't want children, don't believe in it then what's next? Do I lose him? Will he want that same life? Is love enough for just the two of us?